BLACKPAPERSOUL

It's finally summer and i now have time to do things that i didnt have time for. SUCH AS: picnics. :] , bike riding to TACO BELL. :] , and bike riding to the park. yepp. lots of fun things to do. something doesnt feel right at this moment. it seems that it's perfect but something's missing. hmm..  i guess i'm just talking to myself. LALALA. SUNDAYY.. a new week starts tomorrow. sighh. still have summer homework that i have to finish. but i dont wanna. it's so tiring when you have to worry about finishing stuff and you cant have fun while you worry. only have about a month left or something like that before i get back to school. dont wanna.! WHY? because.. IDONTKNOW. i just dont want to. there really isnt a reason. or maybe there is but i not for me. OOH! bought a bag today. but its GREEN. but i bought it even though it's green cause it had a chain on it. KYAHH. >.< it's so cutee. i guess i've changed. but there's still this part of me that's violent but no one's seen it yet. and i want to let it out. because it's a part of me and it needs to be known and recognized. but WHATEVER. no one cares. so why should i? LALALALA.

Clouded

Clouded by a dark aura

Wanting to save but can't

Powerless from head to toe

Desiring for some miracle

But there is none

None at all

Clouded by negative thoughts

Believing that there is no other

Seeing that giving up is the only option

 Nothing more can be done

Clouded by the thought of hope

Wanting to believe

To believe just this one time

That something will happen

Something can be changed

17_dark_clouds

just a little poem that i thought of just now. its not actually about clouds but just like a metaphor or simile or something like that. yeahh

--blackpapersoul

BLEACH

Bleach-soul-society

Bleach is an anime about this one guy named Ichigo and some other people.  If you wanna know more about it then click here so yeah. anyways. are there any other bleach fans out there? well, for this show, i'm only on episode 91 or something for now. at first, i hestitated on the decision on whether i should watch it or not because its around 215 episodes and it would take forever to finish watching the whole entire series. HOWEVER,  i am glad that i actually started this though. its sooo freakin awesome. LOL. its soo addicting too. i had finals on THURSDAY && FRIDAY but i still kept watching. i needed to study BUT i didnt so i hope i still did good though. TRUST ME. LOL. its really good. you should watch it. well, only if you like comedy and action and stuff. there's not really much romance in here. well, sort of but its as though its hiding. but definitely check this series out.

i dont know about the manga though. i didnt read the manga cause i didnt want to. :] but if any of you do read it, then tell me whether its worth checking out or not.

--blackpapersoul

I just dont get it. its so hard to make friends. no matter where it is, its always so hard for me to make friends. at school its hard cause people already have their groups and cliques. its just so hard that no one else probably understands except for me. nahh its not that hard to comprehend unless your brain is really small. anyway, i mean, isnt it though? you want to make friends. you want to be friends with everyone but it seems as though they dont want to be your friend. ~sigh~ yeahh. dudee. on this place, well, i dont know. i guess its just me. likee, i dont wanna add someone and then have them be all like uhh, do i know you and stuff like that. it just makes me feel weird. so i feel more comfortable when people talk to me first and stuff like that. its dumb, isnt? but i cant help it. its just the way i am.

--blackpapersoul.

I wanted to make some videos with my sister and at first, well, we did and it sucked. Like her acting was helluh bad. LOL. im not even kidding you could tell she was acting. It was suppose to be funny but only the ending was funny. the video was helluh long so i had to delete the end so the ending that was funny got deleted. but i still uploaded it to youtube though. but it sucks. no one will probably watch it anyways. i just want to make some videos that will make people laugh when they have a bad day by watching it. Is that just too much to ask for? grrrr. i just wanna go run into a pole or something.

Soul Eater - Free "Goddamnit! Shit!"

this video clearly expresses how i felt last night and right now. and im not even kidding. LOL. im forreals.

our thoughts on BOYS OVER FLOWERS HANA YORI DANGO

this is the video that my sister and i did. im the one on the left. yeahh. just so you know. && it has badd qulity cause i wanted to upload the video as soon as possible cause it was getting late and i needed my beauty sleep. LOL. anyways. it sucks, doesnt it? ~sigh~

--blackpapersoul.